Yesterday I took the day for me, I went shopping, did my hair and my nails and did my daily exercises.I started the third week of the DVD exercises, level three is very intense,but I like it.I'm really excited :)Some people noticed that I lost weight, I'm thinner.
Oh, I already have my dress for Saturday,it's super cute.Sexy and elegant as I wanted.
My challenge is going well,BUT the routine with my son it's not going so well.Last night he woke up at three in the morning crying.It was hard to make him sleep again, he was scared.And I wonder, am I doing the right thing? It makes me stressed.I do not like seeing my son cry, but at the same time I think he needs to learn even if it is crying.
Today I spoke with my mother, she is my best friend and understands me.We had a good conversation, I told her everything that makes me worried and sad.And like always she gave me great advice and calmed my heart.
it is not easy to make my son sleep in the room alone, and I have the pressure of my challenge and my Birthday. I realized that I'm overloading myself.I NEED TO STOP!I will continue with the thirty day challenge of course. I will continue with the routine of my beautiful son.So I'm going to make things more calmly, I will relax and live one day at a time!people are not perfect, I'm not perfect.That is my problem, I want things to be perfect and this is impossible because nothingis perfect in this life.
Perfect it's boring,perfect sucks (it's are Jillian Machaels words,on her DVD Rip in 30 days)
I agreed.Now i have to accept that things are imperfect and live life more relaxed :)
need to rest now, because tomorrow I'll start a new lifestyle!!!!Good Night
Love and Peace
Oh, I already have my dress for Saturday,it's super cute.Sexy and elegant as I wanted.
My challenge is going well,BUT the routine with my son it's not going so well.Last night he woke up at three in the morning crying.It was hard to make him sleep again, he was scared.And I wonder, am I doing the right thing? It makes me stressed.I do not like seeing my son cry, but at the same time I think he needs to learn even if it is crying.
Today I spoke with my mother, she is my best friend and understands me.We had a good conversation, I told her everything that makes me worried and sad.And like always she gave me great advice and calmed my heart.
it is not easy to make my son sleep in the room alone, and I have the pressure of my challenge and my Birthday. I realized that I'm overloading myself.I NEED TO STOP!I will continue with the thirty day challenge of course. I will continue with the routine of my beautiful son.So I'm going to make things more calmly, I will relax and live one day at a time!people are not perfect, I'm not perfect.That is my problem, I want things to be perfect and this is impossible because nothingis perfect in this life.
Perfect it's boring,perfect sucks (it's are Jillian Machaels words,on her DVD Rip in 30 days)
I agreed.Now i have to accept that things are imperfect and live life more relaxed :)
need to rest now, because tomorrow I'll start a new lifestyle!!!!Good Night
Love and Peace
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